A Whole New Life 12.1.2012

Dear diary,





It's a whole new year ahead. im already starting my college life. i was feeling quiete excited on the 1st day as i expect more. bt then its not rili wat i expect. so, as the days go on, all im feeling is more n more tiring.





I cant accept the fact that u're totally out of my life now onwards. we've been meeting each other everyday, i mean EVERYDAY for THREE years! n life suddenly changed 360 degree. u're already part of my life, my life is super difficult to go on without you. Everyday in college, im missing u more n more. n i mean it. really. looking at the couples in college, i'll recall the moments tat we used to hav too in high sch. cls without you, break without you, sch without you just isnt tat fun anymore. I used to love schooling days during high sch, especially monday, bcox we hav Chinese cls after sch, we can hav lunch together n we hav to stay back n hav longer schooling hrs, n so i can be wit you longer. i used to hope tat schooling hrs will be longer, bcox tat's the only time we hav to meet. bt then we hav the chance to be together bt we cant go out for date or anyting. bt now when we're allowed to go out, there's no more chance.





our distance is geting further n further.